So I was just reading my post from a year ago with all of my resolutions and promises and laughed my ass off. Like most of America I failed miserably at keeping my resolutions.
This has been a crazy, insane year. But at the end of it I am probably at my best mentally and psychologically. Oh, yes. I have way more to do to get myself to even a semblance of normal. But I am way better than I was last year this time. I have identified my problems and am working diligently on my reaction to these problems.
Weight wise I am about the same as I was at the end of last year. Which is not a success. But things have been clicking lately and it seems to be going better. Of course getting Lyme Disease has helped immensely. But a new gym opened up right across the street from my house practically and it is super cheap so I joined and have been going sporadically, when I am not sick as a dog from the lyme.
So should I make new resolutions? I don’t know.
I want to be healthy most of the time. I want to be fiscally responsible most of the time. I want to be nice most of the time. I want to cherish my family and friends most of the time.
Is that good??
I don’t know. But it is what I can do. I am not perfect. I am not going to pretend I am perfect. I am not going to make all these lofty, impossible to maintain resolutions. But if I can eat healthy and excercise the majority of the time, if I can be fiscally responsible the majority of the time and if I can be nice to my friends and family the majority of the time, well that would be better than I have done now. So I guess that would be a succes.
Anyway. Good bye 2011 and hell0 2012.
